Ray, how can you eat ‘like that’?

I just made the decision between life and death.

I got serious about the choice of what goes into the mouth and into the body.

Food vs Medicine, Health vs Sickness, Foolishness vs Wisdom.

(Yes, I wanted to write ‘Stupid Choices vs Wise Choices’ but changed my mind since this Blog is so ‘High Society’, right?)

I am currently watching the Netflix Series called ROTTEN.

In the 2nd episode they address the subject of Food Allergies, and to say I am better informed about the seriousness of that issue… well, a increasing number of people are just dying from exposure to foods that will kill them.

Personally, I have had a few ‘attacks’ of the Panic Attack type …. as well as allergic reactions to certain perfumes… and that is a terrifying experience in case you have never had one.

Granted, I have never had to carry the Emergency Pen to inject myself at any given moment, but I have lost the ability to breath, stand up, or stop the feeling that I need to tear the skin off my body to stop the un-describable reaction to some perfume worn by co workers on two occasions.

If you have had such an event in your life, then you know the issue.  If you have seen such an event occur in person, then again, you know what it is like.

IF you think those type of people who are affected by such things are weaklings or sissies, then you are sorely misinformed… and so … ignorant.

What would even be worse than having the experience is watching a child or loved one have such an event.

I hope I never again have, nor see such an attack.

But on the subject of ” Ray, HOW can you eat that way?”,  I only need to recall the picture Betty took for me October 5, 2015.

 (Later that evening I would climb back from the anesthesia, and for what seemed hours, struggle to say anything, but only be able to toss my head back and forth.  You see, as I returned from the drugs, I ‘found myself’ in a submarine, and no one would listen to me… and there was a huge hose going down my throat. )

I did THAT to myself once, I chose to NOT do it to myself again.

I REPEAT…. I did THAT to myself ONCE.  I DAMN SURE do not plan to do it to myself again.

I got emotional about it, and stay that way.

I chose to return to that submarine often …

Our society seems to be nervous about such subjects as favorite foods, weaknesses and the such.

I can remember being critical about ‘Food Allergies’ and getting Pretzels on a Plane Trip in place of the Famous Peanuts…  But then I never had a child stop breathing on an aircraft cruising at 30,000 feet and wonder how fast we could get an ambulance to the door of the plane.

… or an undertaker.

Have you ever looked in the eyes of someone feeling like they were dying from not being able to take a breath?

How can that be funny?

How can the concept concerning a Whole Food Plant Based Life Style vs a Cholesterol filled Life Style be so cool, so macho, so funny?

BUT BACON huh!?  ha ha ha , that is so funny!  That shuts down that weird guy who doesn’t eat meat !!  HA HA HA ! we showed him!!

Damned right skippy,  I don’t eat meat.  You want to be ‘funny’?  I’ll dance a jig at your funeral.  That will be funny.

Not really.

Neither is your BullShit reply to avoiding Animal Products for health reasons.  “BUT BACON!”   “God Gave Me Canine Teeth”…. “I have teeth like a Lion” … “I’m a REAL MAN! I chase down my prey and rip its skin off with my teeth, and drink the warm blood while the heart beats its last beats…”

Honestly?  You are not a carnivore.  Your a dumbass.

You want to some Steak Sauce on that fresh meat you are getting all ‘manly’ about?

How’s that ED standing up these days there ‘Big Boy’?  Are you better now than you were when you were 20 years old?

(With out saying ‘more’ at this point, I ask, “… Do you get get the implication I am making here?…”.)

But Bacon my ass.

Yeah, this Blog just might need to join the ranks of the ever increasing number that I work on, and then decide not to publish, because it is just not ‘nice’, nor a ‘proper’ subject.  Maybe because my emotions come out way too strong, and it shows who I really am, and how I think about mainstream ‘merica.

Actually I am grooming my youngest son to finish my memoirs … he just doesn’t know it yet… or then, maybe he does ….

How do I eat this way?  How can I eat this way?

How can you eat that way ‘merica does, and not be concerned, or emotional …

It is no longer funny to think about how my Daddy died.  He died a very long time… for years in fact.  He was always skinny, but when he started being SKINNY from DYING from the cancer, that was ugly… and got worse.

Sorry, ‘Just Bacon Boy’ … death is JUST NOT FUNNY.

It is no longer FUNNY to remember Mom dying for all that time.  Watching her leg BLOW UP is just not cute ‘JUST BACON BOY’, it is just not FUNNY.

Sure we all die, but we do not have to die for a long time… we can live, WE CAN LIVE, till we die.  We are not CALLED, CREATED, nor DESTINED, to DIE a long time.

Yes, we will die, BUT we do not have to die for a long time …. get it?

We choose the consequences of living or dying, till we die.

Choices.

We make the choices of lifestyle and moment by moment decisions.  We make choices concerning what fuel or toxin we put in our mouth, and that, determines whether we live till we die, or die a long time till the moment of death.

But of course, when a human is addicted to sugar, salts, fried foods, animal products, pharmaceuticals, and other DRUGS, the thinking and processes of logical decisions are fogged over, or nullified all together.

I am not controlled by meat, raw or cooked, sugar filled stuff like donuts and pop tarts, anything fried, or the myriad of other toxins sold as fast foods ….

Oh please understand, I am still addicted to these things, it is just that they do not control my passions any longer… it has been almost three years since I have had any…

… just like I am still addicted to the cancer sticks called Cigarettes, but I have not had one for over 10 years now….

Ok, enough….

Please stop with the insults to me as I take it personally that you ‘Just Bacon Boys’ think it is funny to refer to the long dying of my Parents, and friends …

they were LIVES robbed of living till they died.

And that is just not funny, cute, or Carnivore….

Please, just stop.

You make a fool of yourself, and you are better than that.

Ray Martin

 

 

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